Fall

Leaves swirling,

My mind whirling,

Both out of control.

It's Autumn

And I've fallen.

Once again.

Where are you?

I seek you.

The one that makes me whole.

It's Autumn

And I've fallen.

Once again.

Yin:Yang = Me:Lonliness?

Is there such a thing as destiny and soulmates? And if so, what happens to a person when, and if, their "other half" finds someone else or dies? Are they then destined to be alone or feel incomplete as they bounce from unsatisfying relationship to unsatisfying relationship? Everyone tells you to "take it slow" and "keep looking, Mr/Ms. Right is out there". But with every failing "relationship" it just makes it that much harder to trust the next one. The new one is tainted by the poisons that killed the last. And every passing day just gets more dark and lonely. Especially when you desperately want it to work out and finally get your own happy ending.

Torn

I met this guy, well actually two guys. One I've known, or rather known about, for a few years; the other I met a few weeks ago. They seem polar opposites on many levels. I like them both very much. They each make me feel alive in new ways. I feel much more comfortable with myself and able to express myself in new found ways, without fear of critism, ridicule, or judgement. And I couldn't be happier!